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X- Rayed again

Posted by Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
gn im about to drop dead if i havent already:D
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I was listening to Pink Floyd then the Berlin Wall was torn down and so did our dreams too.I remember the times that we needed a passport to travel through the European countries.Our roles were so defined without a single doubt.Everybody crossing the borderline was a tourist.Their issues left behind to their own countries.
Life was so easier.People were so much easier.Everything had a simple definition under a certain flag and with a certain culture.No blames for the culture each one carried along with their back bags,it was a heritage they didn;t wish to get rid of ,everybody was leaving eventually and everything was back to normal.
Anybody was able to visit any European country with no tags on their t-shirts.Totally free of their domestic burden anybody could show their passport to the customs and enjoy a couple of days in another country.. maybe get to know the locals.. exchange a couple of broken words in the local language.. sight seeing
Pre- EU Europe was glorious.Easy going and lovely.Most of all,the balancing factor of global peace.The intermediate stop to the railway of nuclear threat .Ronald Reagan and Boris Yeltsin.Figures not to be forgotten comparing to the present ones.
Proud countries,proud citizens and nothing to separate.

Sunny Spain,Las Valearidas,Barcelona and Madrid,flourishing,indepedent secure.The Prado and El Greco´s Toledo.The Alhambra castle for everyone to visit.Flamenco grief,Joaquin Cortez and mediterranean sun.Joaquin Cortez
U2,The Cranberries,Massive Attack,Seal huge head phones in the 90′s listening to the ancient huge red Walkmans.1984 the first Sony ones I happened to stumble upon in Florence..Italy..Den Harrow,Memories of Mad Desire and Italo disco.
I remember crossing former Yugoslavia on a tourist bus with no air conditioning,no lemons to carry with no sugar or coffee.. monopoly.. a stop outside Beograd,God just to visit the ladies’ room costed 20 drachmas!Making a stop in a village outside Ljubljana past midnight,a tiny village with hay roofs Jesus that was before 1990,bumps of the heads on the bus roof thanks to the country road .. it was around 1985.Italy exchange: from the Greek Drachma to the Italian Liretta ( spell check: double T or not)..Looking desperately for an exchange kiosk.Buying useless stuff at the mercado or at the Arno Bridge stores..Losing our way in the twisting narrow streets trying to find the meeting point with no GPS.
I remember the famous Autostrada in Trieste,wow I’d never seen such a straight wide highway.
Don’t forget I was born in a small town in the north of Argentina.
The malls in Trieste selling the Toblerone white chocolates.. Ain’t Nobody,Chaka Khan
The Venice depression,the Lido di Jesolo sunlight and the Cathedral of Florence,San Marino looking downwards to the valley,Rimini,the hotel was next to the railway station..
Then back to Greece.Same road same bumps of the heads.. but with precious acquirement: Bananas! Tons of Bananas!
Greece’s Monopoly!
Take the tour to the past..
Doesn’t it sound so so funny now that we all live in Europe of Hatred?
I really miss those years.I miss THAT Europe.

 

 

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Bystander

Posted by The Prince
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on Tuesday, 27 March 2012
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Stupid!

Such an ugly word

Hurled across the hall. 

Still

I see the tremble in his eyes

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my anger

Posted by Jessie The Rebel
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FUCK EVERYTHING IM DONE TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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on Tuesday, 13 March 2012
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dont mess with me unless u know what ur getting ur self in to!

say something wrong i dare u!

say something to make me cry ill crush every bone in ur body!

hurt my friends an the ones i love ill make ur life liveing hell!

push me in a room with solid rock walls an a solid wooden door with no windows an tell me i cant get out ill prove u wrong! i carry a doudble bladded axe BITCH!

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I Want love to .....

Posted by GAVIN
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on Saturday, 03 March 2012
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I want love to
roll me over slowly
stick a knife inside me,
and twist it all around.

I want love to

grab my fingers gently
slam them in a doorway
put my face into the ground

I want love to

murder my own mother
and take her off to somewhere
like hell or up above.

I want love to

change my friends to enemies,
change my friends to enemies
and show me how it's all my fault.

I wont let love disrupt, corrupt or interrupt me

I wont let love disrupt, corrupt or interrupt me
Yeah I wont let love disrupt, corrupt, or interrupt me anymore.

I want love to

walk right up and bite me
grab ahold of me and fight me
leave me dying on the ground.

And I want love to

split my mouth wide open and
cover up my ears,
and never let me hear a sound.

I want love to,

forget that you offended me
or how you have defended me,
when everybody tore me down.

Yeah I want love to

change my friends to enemies,
change my friends to enemies
and show me how it's all my fault.

Yeah I wont let love disrupt, corrupt or interrupt me

I wont let love disrupt, corrupt or interrupt me
I wont let love disrupt, corrupt, or interrupt me anymore.

 

Love Interruption
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Hey !!!!!

Posted by GAVIN
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The Beatles - Hey Jude (Lennon/McCartney) [1968]
Lyrics:Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh

Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude
Nah nah nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah, hey Jude [fade out]
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Hurt .........

Posted by GAVIN
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"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all

My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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looking for a white page

Posted by GAVIN
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wishing

Posted by Faith Bachman
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on Saturday, 04 February 2012
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      have you ever felt so far away

all by yourself

      do people just not notice you

 

have you ever felt like you were withering away

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The other side of Sanity

Posted by Ray Ann Brown
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My life is still fucked up but hey im alive
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What do you when you have been touched spiritually, emotionally, and physically tha your not even sure that exist . Not sure they exist because they are so perfect. So perfect where you can spend hours talking to them. I think Katty Perry put it best ."Boy your an alien your touch so foriegn ,surpernatural extraterestrial> When you would give to walk on their wavlength and you would die for them. I have been to the other side of sanity. I have met this person and i was utterly amazed>

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Love

Posted by Ray Ann Brown
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My life is still fucked up but hey im alive
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on Monday, 26 December 2011
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What is love. Love is the one thing that will bring us all together and will tear us all apart. That doesnt have to be. Every one loves differently. Some love with their all and some dont love at all that is when hate takes over and becomes corosive and distructive. When you feel this look to your friends for help because hate will tear is apart faster than love will.

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