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The orbit

Posted by Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
gn im about to drop dead if i havent already:D
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on Thursday, 09 February 2012
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Revenge is the most insidious feeling.It resides in the subconscious layer of the being.Revenge  is found even in primary forms of life.Ancient and primordial dominates the fragile instants of emotional retreat.

Masked behind a kind smile or a warm look in the eyes,deceives the recipient .The usual statement is “I’d never hurt you” when the plot in the backstage is all about getting revenge.Memory lagging is convenient  to  cause situations of undesired  and fruitless arguments,a waste of time.

In fact even the plotting itself is a waste of time,,,even the single   thought of the pleasure to see suffering the one who “caused” pain

Everything is so fluid and objective in this life,my thoughts are nothing new.I just take the liberty to express my own point of view,or  my own truth if you prefer .So many different dimension we are living in.I may be living in a peaceful dimension while the being to whom I am talking to,is living in a twister of contradictive emotions.So hard to explain the mind when we can’t explain our own ones.

The mind is usually to be blamed for the subconscious re-actions.I could bet everybody’s minds are working perfectly as nature planned it, our incapacity to face and deal with the facts  blurs the vision.Like in a fiction movie all we see is the target and the order given by the misleading emotion :revenge.

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Last Pumped up kicks

Posted by Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
Nadia Lorenza Bugeja
gn im about to drop dead if i havent already:D
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on Sunday, 05 February 2012
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I woke up in confusion and anxiety.One of my biggest troubles had already left the scene and was residing only in the backstage of my days .The other two were under control.No big threat to my serenity and my state of mind.Yes,I am proud to say I still have a state of mind in case you were wondering.

Maybe it was the eggplant salad that had affected the clarity of my thoughts? That was a good suggestion I had received from a caring someone,yet still a someone.Maybe it was listening too much to the Skrillex remixes that had affected my serenity and I was feeling the need to start doing the cyborg moves?

 

*note to self*: you still have bones silly

 

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